Natalia Lassalle-Morillo
Retiro
In her film Retiro (2019), Natalia Lassalle-Morillo considers how women pass down memories to their kin as they age. A film within a film, the three-channel portrait combines the scripted film she and her mother made together, behind-the-scenes shots of that film’s production, and interviews with her mother on gendered familial expectations and aging in Puerto Rico. Lassalle-Morillo’s meta approach to story-telling unpacks her relationship to her mother, demonstrating how maternal trauma, history, and myth are made and inherited through disjointed narratives. As a result, the film “reorganizes” ancestral trauma, giving the artist freedom to reject or move on from her inheritance, if she chooses to.
The artist’s mother, Gloria—an actor, director, and screenwriter on the project—worries that history will repeat itself, as her stories, skills, and physical likeness endure through her daughter. She recounts finding refuge in her parents’ home after divorcing a man her parents never approved of, which coincided with the United States’s mid-20th-century industrialization of Puerto Rico, which changed the landscape and trajectories of many Puerto Ricans. Gloria also attempts to revive a garden that she has lost: not because it has disappeared, but in that it has become unrecognizable while within her grasp. When children are no longer recognizable from the tiny people they once were, are they gone forever? Retiro suggests that perhaps repetition can free children from their lineage, creating new beginnings, new myths, and new histories.